Monday, January 18, 2010

i'm not a teacher anymore :)


hey u olllsss......kabare waras?..wanakem?....ni hao ma?..how r u ?apa kaba sumer..i hope all of u r doing fine..nakmo emo2 k :)

i wanna let u olllllssssss know that i'm not longer a teacher anymore...during this weeks, act i'm so tired n fed-up aswering those questions esp ' what r u doing rite now dib...?...haa?..nape x jadi cikgu dah?..pk duwet je..jgn pk budak2 yg malas belajar tu, abes ko watpe skang neh?..ko dah kene pecat ke?..nk tunggu pinangan sape plak?...abes ko wtpe skang neh...??

i know all my frens, relatives and expecially my beloved parents are very concerned about me..i really appreciate that..thanks so much!!!...exp abah n mak, i know they were very happy if im being a teacher..teaching student..that's a good,'mulia', and suitable job for a woman or a gurl like me...yeah i know that..i already know that...

there so many reasons y i'm not being a teacher anymore..not becoz i'm 'DI' fired from SSB k!!they's always welcome me to teach Mandarin Language at SSB!!working at SSB is a great experience i ever had in my life...at last...i can fullfill abah n mak wishes to see their 3rd daughter being a teacher even for 5 months!!

4 ur guys infomations..i'm enjoy teaching even hard for me to teach Mandarin!.even chinese dun want to teach Mandarin, teaching their own races! i'm always.....need to refer my dictionary everytime got sentences which is hard 4 me to understands..n 4 ur guys infomations, i'm a recent graduate in accountancy! not in Mandarin Language~

i'm very thankful cz abah was sent me to chinese school when i was young n until now i can fluently speak in Mandarin, write in Mandarin..but i'm not even dreams to be a chinese teacher...i think i'm not good enough to be a chinese teacher..there's so many, many, many things that i'm not learn enough~~sumday, mybe sumone that better than me will replace me n teaching mandarin at the school..i hope..i wish...

besides, i think i'm too young to be a teacher..am i?..hahahh~students sgt nakal lol!!!! i can't face it anymore...exp Peralihan students..only Allah knows how my feeling while i'm teaching..full of streess, anger, and need more patience for this classes.Peralihan A n Peralihan B...i can't control class when i'm teaching Peralihan..yeah i admit it!! those students always played catching each other, spray water , make noises, go to other class while i'm in..owh no!!! i'm felt so embrassing when others teacher came to my class and thought there's no teacher and scold all my stdudent~!!..lol!!

even Penyelia Petang has given me 'rotan' to make sure students 'dengar kata' and feels scared but i think it's not work!!cz i'm too afraid to 'rotan' those students who makes noises and etc..im d one who scared..wawawawawa~~i luv all my students, that's y i dun want to hurt them..but peralihan students is too much~dunno what to say..hope when they growth and go to form 1, all of them will change to be a good student.:)

not all my students as bad as i wrote in this blog k, i also have 'adik angkat' as Cikgu Izuwan( english teacher at SSB N n also diciplines teacher) said...jz becoz she's always came to my table...'borak-borak' with me, asking about that teacher, talking about teacher that always scold her n bla-bla-bla.....every teacher in this school said that she( her name is Pui shi ) is differents with other students, she's even want to sucide..

jumping from 3rd floor...jz becoz being scold with teacher...wahh..must be careful with her..but when i know her, i think she's not bad as i heard...mybe i can understand n communicate in mandarin, that's y she's feel comfortable with me n always came to me when there's no class...sometimes i felt she's so annoying!~..always came to my table..but i jz ' layan'...takot die lompat bangunan sbb merajuk plak kan..haisshhh ^_*

act the big reasons y i dun wanna be teacher is becoz the students..sorry to say...u guys can make sick!make me became paranormal..lol!!i dun wanna do what i dun like...5 months experiences at SSB will always in my memory~sweet memories...

pengalaman ini juga mengajar sy erti sebenar bergelar seorang cikgu...bukan senang untuk mendidik anak bangsa kita untuk berjaya..kepada cikgu2.n bakal2 cikgu di luar sane...berjuanglah demi anak bangsamu....jgnlah jadi cikgu sebab terpakse...sebab takot xdpt keje dlm sektor yg lain. jgn la apply education course sbb ia pilihan terakhir!jadikanlah cikgu sebagai kerjaya yg mengembirakan!^_^

mungkin juga rezekiku bukan di bidang cikgu..but i luv being a teacher..mungkin perlu belajar ag tentang cikgu....rezeki di tangan Allah..

selamat bekerja sume..hepi awazz!!

p/s : maap byk melalut..maap kalo pgunaan englishku yg agak 'broken'..diharap selepas ini xde la soalan yg dikemukakan kepadaku..: ko mgaja ag x??...diharap penjelasan ini dpt kepuasan semua pihak...



~and the memory remains..SSB JULAI 09-DES 09~
















Tuesday, January 12, 2010

malang + bengang+ lambat cam siput = tenang+ cool



ntah pape ntah tajuk untuk entry kali ini...tapi lantak la kan..janji ade tajuk ~~~sedang menulis blog, sesambel mndgr Radio Panas fm@hot fm~~...apela nk kutuk2 faizal tahir..die da menang dah la weh..korang jeles la tuh..tapi lagu Bencinta mmg superb n i luv dis songs bery2 much!!!lol
disini mawu citer kisah dua buah cc di daerahku laaa.~~bukan ape xpuas t sgt~tapi daku neh jenis xpuas ati tapi lepas kt tempat len..bukan kt org tuh~hahaha~~berani pada tahap2 tertentu je weh..hihi :)

tadi pergi cc pon sbb mawu print dokumen penting je..kalo pk tenet tuh..kat uma pon buley maa..stremix beb!!kasi potong!!!x hadap pon muke cc tuh~

tapi disbbkan printer ku dah out of ink, printer my sis
wana pon kuar kaler kunin..cm x best plak..jadi terpakse la ku jejaki kaki menaiki kete p la pekan neh nk p print la kekonon ye...

sampai satu cc neh..mmg tekenal la kt sini, mawu print saje maa..then xbley plak...tgu je la budak yg jage tuh wat..yela kang salah tekan trus xleh..lagipon mestila mereka lagi terer kan..kate keje jage cc, ntah ape ntahh budak tuh klik..xjumpe printer..die g kat add printer then find printer..
then xbley gak....lame aku tunggu dkt 10 minit..hadoiii..bende yg same die ulang..aku da hangen dah tawu ke idak budak neh..then aku ckp:" boleh ke x neh??"..die senyap..wt ag step yg same..then die ckp:"tadi u ade dtg sini x, wat bende neh..skang x bley plak print." bengong!die p salahkan aku pulak..ntah celah mane aku dtg ..aku baru je dtg..xnk ngaku salah..sengal betol..aku pon cakap..xbley
dah la..byr harge cc..then p selang 2 buah cc..dlm hati aku..dah lah x dpt print!kene byr pulak..sengal tolllllllll!!


cc yg satu ag terletak dlm 3 0r 4 buah selang dri kedai tuh, bile masuk dilayan baek puyer..then sumer okey maa..
.bile da print..salah pulak meh!!!die g set landscape plak...adui..terlebih la print..membazir tol..terpakse print balik..aku ckp sy xnk macm neh..then die ckp: sy xtawu la kak..seb bek la aku neh x buta it...aku p la set lik kt properties klik potrait..huhu...dah la yg die yg wt slah, yg salah print pon die kire gak..huuuuuuuuuu..tension tol laa..............dah la
print skang mahal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!huuuuuuuuuuuu~~tapi bayar jugak laa...:(

then, g potostet plak..haa.yg neh mmg tabik splingg la same pekeje neh...mmg pantas wt keje n harge pon berbaloi2~~itu adalah kedai Maju Edar..kepad
a yg tawu tuh..len kali dtg la sini k..hehhe~

then, aku pecot la nk balik uma..mawu nengok chenta balqis maa..tapi before tu, g isi minyak dulu..tapi bukan kat stesyen yg itu...neh p stesyen sebelah Maybank...mase sebut..saye nk Sepuluh!!siap sebut 2 kali..

mane tawu kejadian isi penuh terjadi ag..kekadang dorang neh saje je..x dengar kateye..kate dgr Penuh~~pernah terjadi..ku x nk ia berulang kembali....huhuu..seb bek la budak tuh dgr sepuluh je..selamat~hehe..

bile balik uma..masey lagi terase kebengangan terhadap dua cc tuh, tgk cinta balqis lagi tmbahkan bengangku..lambat tol ..nk trus trang pon lambat!!suspenss!!adui....bile la sume nk tawu ezany dah ingat balik sume..yg die bukan emran..emm tunggu je laa....

apela daku mepek neh!!!emmm..tula coretan ye..betul la org ckp kalau hati celaru, bengang..ambil air wudu'..sembahyang..bace Al-Quran..Alhamdulillah..mood daku kembali tenang n hepi seperti hari2 sebelumnyer..then dapat msj dari nad tntang sesuatu...tapi itu mmg dah ku jangka kan..akan ku citekan ape yg nad msjku di lain entry..

k ade byk g mawu urus neh..doakan ku dapat menempuhi sumer ini dgn tenang.

Amin..


Saturday, January 2, 2010

hepi bzday hanip!!


hari neh..tanggal 2 january 2010 adalah ulang tahun kelahiran adik bongsu ku hanip!!..hepi bzday lil bro yg ke 12tahun...semuga pjg umo n murah rezki....

semuga hanip lagi matang n xmo la nages2 lagi pabila dibuli oleh kakak2 n abg2mu...dah mmg nasib jadi ank bongsu..kene la buli..hehhe

tahun neh nk UPSR!ingat jgn nk memain lagi dah..akan ku pastikan ko x enjoy ag mcm dulu2!

hadiah dah diberi, suday dibelanja lagi..ape lagi mawumu..kakakmu ini mgharapkan yg terbaik drimu n 5A for becoming UPSR!!u can do it!!!!!

again!HEPI BUZZDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!